| Tuesday, May 8th, 2007 |
| 10:25 am |
myspace, myspace, myspace....thats all...and school...i wondering if many people come on livejournal anymore. i know i already said....but this kinda used to be my life.... anyway...kicking ass in school....loving the military...gotta new hottie...thats about it.... and now im good for my once in 6 months post..... |
| Thursday, December 14th, 2006 |
| 9:04 pm |
its funny how i used to love livejournal...it was my life...and now... i rarely come on here....maybe because i now solely keep a written journal....and i also belong to myspace....sorry. cant help it. i got over my addiction of livejournal just to turn around and become addicted to something even less productive...at least with livejournal, some braincells are required...brain..thoughts...feelings...e motions...desires... writing..seeing how people's minds work. words formulated from feelings and ideas. i love writing...words. I now have a new significant other. Amazing. Inteligent...inteligent beyond words; a lawyer. I am extremely happy Now with myspace it really is just about whoever is hotter....which i will admit...i dont mind searching for some hotties...haha. but really...what is the world coming to. We should be learning new languages, or playing instruments, or exercising.... i dunno...im guilty of it all.... and maybe im just blabbering because of all the painkillers im on. i had two surgeries recently...about to get another one....the drugs...they seem to make your mind wander. its nice sometimes though. being stuck inside my head. this is who i really am. you learn things about yourself. tranquility... ill stop for now.. |
| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 8:33 pm |
i just helped my mom move....it kicked my ass and im super sore...but i expect nothing less after moving 2 couches, 9 dressers, 4 beds...including mattresses, box springs and frames, all kitchen supplies, 2 tables, a tv, one oversized entertainment system, a washer and dryer, and 4 people's wardrobe....im sure you get the point... yeah...it was fantastic-but hey..at least it made up for going to the gym...although i would definatly prefer to have a controlled workout where i dont tear my ass muscles by carrying a washer up a few flights of stairs. i need to start writing more...now that im back and have time to just sit around i should be recording more.... ....but that's all i've got for now... the end |
| Wednesday, July 26th, 2006 |
| 7:40 pm |
hello all... im currently in missouri...what an interesting place...i graduated basic training and im in the schooling part...its great stuff...just wanted to say heeelllooo to someone....anyone... |
| Monday, April 3rd, 2006 |
| 1:58 pm |
im off to boot camp...wish me luck... =) |
| Sunday, March 26th, 2006 |
| 11:36 pm |
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| Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 |
| 6:54 pm |
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| Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 |
| 10:48 pm |
im not happy right now...i dont understand how i let people piss me off so bad...i just found out that one of my best friends growing up got married...and i had NOOOOO idea...and when i was like, whoa whoa whoa..wwhhatt???..everyone is like omg, hello...duh...and make me feel like the biggest asshole. nobody fucking told me...shes 19...married...we grew up together...what in the fucking hell is going on.... and now im angry...not just mad...but there is this deep penetrating rage inside me. an anger so strong that my whole face feels like its being sucked into the earth's core...like gravity decided to take a shit on my nose. a strength so strong i feel like im going to fall over...like someone just knocked my feet out from under me--- and its not just from finding out this news...its everything...over and over...everyday, there is just another thing that makes this feeling come back over and over and its so hard to shake...what the hell is my problem...seriously..its something everyday that resurrects this disgusting feeling from the center of my soul...or heart...i dunno..somewhere inside this pathetic body i cant get rid of this fucking feeling. i hate everything and everyone....i sink lower and lower every minute as i let this feeling devour me from my inside, out. whatever.... Current Mood:  angry |
| Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 |
| 10:01 pm |
so...this weekend was pretty sweet in some aspects...and then sucked in some aspects....and i really want to explain it all, but it will just make me more pissed off all over again and then the rest of my night will be ruined....so im not going to bother right now....maybe when im not about to go out and get drunk...because its not very pretty when i drink when im pissed.... |
| Thursday, November 10th, 2005 |
| 11:18 pm |
...i cant figure out how to resize my picture on my mom's stupid computer....shes doens't have the same easy programs to fuck around with pictures as i do on my computer....too bad mine is being stupid and i dont have any time to deal with it.... ....i tried... ...thats all i can say.... ..you'll just have to look at the same picture for a while... |
| 11:12 pm |
i think its about time to change my fucking user pic! my god that is like two years old....ew |
| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 |
| 12:17 pm |
...interesting.... | Your Birthdate: April 30 | 
You have the type of personality that people either love or hate.
You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken.
And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted.
Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved.
Your strength: Your flair
Your weakness: If you think it, you say it
Your power color: Scarlet red
Your power symbol: Inverted triangle
Your power month: March |
Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: dad talking |
| Friday, November 4th, 2005 |
| 1:37 pm |
i just got the results back from my breast biopsy...i just have a fibroadnoma-- which means its Not cancer...i honestly wasn't too worried about it...it definatley gave my mom a few grey hairs though. all im left with is a sore boob that is bruised so bad its yellow. hahaha. well...i guess that is my news for the day... top that muther fuckers.. haha. =) |
| Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 |
| 10:51 pm |
so today i got a new phone.... im pretty excited about it. its a camera phone, mp3 player, and i can watch tv on it. niiiice. i also given an old pentax camera today. it was my dad's back in the prehistoric times...ya know...when the didn't have the wheel. =) no...but its pretty sweet because its still in perfect condition and its one of those older cameras that you have to advance with the lever to wind to the next picture. i dont even think it has a light meter on it. that outta be interesting. none the less...thats still another 35 mm to add to my evergrowing collection and there are a shit ton of odds and ends that came with it....like a telephoto lens....which ive been wanting to get but didn't feel the desire to spend a few hundred dollars to get a good one. lens caps, filters, cases...tons of stuff...and i only got to glance at it for a moment...how fun. thats it...thats my entry for the month. =) |
| Monday, October 10th, 2005 |
| 10:31 pm |
so i decided that i should probably get a job...and i kinda forgot how much the whole job searching process sucks....except i sort of had some luck today....i think i can get a job working as a photographer....which in itself would just be great...i dont have a portfolio yet but there are a few of the jobs that dont require any professional experience so i could start with my portfolio there....hmm...i just really need to get a new car...my car is pooping out on me....i think everything is just starting to fall apart on it...i was planning on traveling a shit ton in the next few months but i should really stay here and save up and invest in something that can roll a little smoother...bummer...oh well...i should be doing something with my time anyway and making money is probably the smartest idea... Current Mood:  calm |
| Wednesday, October 5th, 2005 |
| 8:14 pm |
YYEESSSS... hahaha haa
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| 8:05 pm |
im back in cleveland now.....i love it here....yet im already bored. im not really sure what i am going to do to occupy my time here. i think i might travel a little, work a little, party a little, and workout a lot--i think that is my plan. i guess i dont really have one yet. we'll see......... |
| Saturday, September 17th, 2005 |
| 7:46 pm |
i love livejournal and the fun pictures that everyone posts...it always seems to be able to make my day.... =) too bad my computer is retarded and i cant post any.... i just found out that i probably wont be able to leave for boot camp until april...that means i have to sit around in cleveland doing nothing...while living with my dad for 7 months...really......im not to happy about it at all......its not worth it to me to stay here in columbus by myself and not be able to sign a year lease....kinda sucks but ill have my dads whole house to myself and i wont have to pay for anything..i guess i can look at the positive sides to this....it just really sucks because i was all pumped and ready to leave for bootcamp in the beginning of october...why does the government always try to ruin my plans?? mutherfuckers... |
| Thursday, September 1st, 2005 |
| 4:29 pm |
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i am now officially a member of the united states air force national guard--as of the 30th. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go me! this process has taken a long fucking time and i am finally there!! i am going in as an engineer---lots of math...im so fucking excited! |
| Sunday, August 7th, 2005 |
| 10:30 am |
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